{"id":575,"date":"2005-12-13T03:15:00","date_gmt":"2005-12-13T03:15:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.chasclifton.com\/?p=575"},"modified":"2005-12-13T03:15:00","modified_gmt":"2005-12-13T03:15:00","slug":"575","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.chasclifton.com\/?p=575","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>In dreaming, truth?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>A couple of nights ago I dreamt I was talking with the dean of the university&#8217;s library, with whom I have generally had a good collegial relationship.<\/p>\n<p>Teaching, I told her in the dream, was like getting married and divorced twice in every year.<\/p>\n<p>On waking, I thought that that simile was a little overstated. Over the top. Overblown.<\/p>\n<p>Granted, I can think of at least two students whom I hope that I will never see again. Both have the quality of being psychic-energy sinks. In a big lecture class of a hundred bodies you would not know it, but in a small seminar or workshop of eight or ten, their very presence seems to lower the temperature in the room.<\/p>\n<p>Then too I wonder if I could somehow have done more with them. But in the case of one of the students, another professor in her major department told me that he felt he could not teach her anything, so I wasn&#8217;t the only one. In the other&#8217;s case, the chair of his major department said frankly, &#8220;We&#8217;re just babysitting him.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Yet was I too unfocused? Stretched too thin? Thinking too much about my own writing, about <a href=\"http:\/\/www.equinoxpub.com\/journals\/main.asp?jref=51\"><em>The Pomegranate<\/em><\/a>, about some special project for <em>my<\/em> dean? (Standard teacher self-criticism, all of it.)<\/p>\n<p>Now the wheel has turned, and it is time to think about spring-semester  classes.  Last spring I lost two months to the flu, feeling only half-alive through February and March. All I want is a semester that goes well without nasty surprises.<\/p>\n<p>None of this explains why my Dreaming Self chose the dean of the library as the other party.<\/p>\n<p>Tag: <a href=\"http:\/\/technorati.com\/tag\/teaching\" rel=\"tag\">Teaching<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In dreaming, truth? A couple of nights ago I dreamt I was talking with the dean of the university&#8217;s library, with whom I have generally had a good collegial relationship. Teaching, I told her in the dream, was like getting married and divorced twice in every year. 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