{"id":1045,"date":"2008-07-26T15:27:00","date_gmt":"2008-07-26T15:27:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.chasclifton.com\/?p=1045"},"modified":"2008-07-26T15:27:00","modified_gmt":"2008-07-26T15:27:00","slug":"death-no-longer-entrances-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.chasclifton.com\/?p=1045","title":{"rendered":"Death No Longer Entrances Me"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I did not have time to cruise the <a href=\"http:\/\/www.chasclifton.com\/2008\/07\/casual-labor-at-new-age-trade-show.html\">whole INATS-West show three weeks ago<\/a>, but I did walk through the<a href=\"http:\/\/www.llewellyn.com\"> big Llewellyn booth<\/a>, since it was close by my friends&#8217; booth.<\/p>\n<p>I scooped up some of the free stuff, including a flier for &#8220;a <a href=\"http:\/\/www.llewellyn.com\/bookstore\/book.php?pn=H323\">Gothic Book of the Dead.<\/a>&#8220;<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s one of life&#8217;s little ironies that I missed the whole Goth movement by just a few years. I would have been perfect for it.<\/p>\n<p>I had the look: Tall, slim, dark hair, green eyes, and pale skin &#8212; if I stayed out of the Colorado sun, which I did not do. (Being pale in Portland, Oregon, was pretty easy, however.)<\/p>\n<p>I tended to wear vests and silk scarves, and at age 17 had a seamstress friend sew me a cape &#8212; grey with black lining, which fell somewhere between Elvish and <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Army_of_Northern_Virginia\">Army of Northern Virginia<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>In my late teens and early twenties, I liked to take long walks at night, even through cemeteries. (Living near Portland&#8217;s <a href=\"http:\/\/www.rootsweb.ancestry.com\/~ormultno\/Cemeteries\/MultCo\/WillametteNational.jpg\">Mount Scott cemetery complex<\/a> was a bonus during my junior year at <a href=\"http:\/\/www.reed.edu\">Reed<\/a>.) I wrote poetry and thought that the <a href=\"http:\/\/www.fontspace.com\/category\/Arnold+B%C3%B6cklin\">Arnold Bocklin type font<\/a> was the coolest. You get the picture.<\/p>\n<p>Moving (unknown to me) towards Paganism, which I formally adopted the summer that I turned 21, I might have been attracted to suggestions on how to benefit from a book that discussed, &#8220;Meditating on gravestone sculptures, creating a necromantic medicine bag, keeping a personal book of the dead, and other exercises will help you explore the vital, transformative forces of death.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Now, though, I am more likely to say, &#8220;You go right ahead &#8212; I&#8217;ll pass.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>This is not to say that the Dead cannot be influential sometimes. But I don&#8217;t get all gushy about walking in cemeteries anymore. Too many people close to me have died in the last five years, and I have developed a nice sideline in estate and family trust management, not that I ever wanted to do it. You want a &#8220;personal book of the dead&#8221;? How about the file boxes full of documents in the garage, the <a href=\"http:\/\/www.chasclifton.com\/columns\/column14.html\">resting places of the <em>ka<\/em>-soul<\/a>?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I did not have time to cruise the whole INATS-West show three weeks ago, but I did walk through the big Llewellyn booth, since it was close by my friends&#8217; booth. I scooped up some of the free stuff, including a flier for &#8220;a Gothic Book of the Dead.&#8220; It&#8217;s one of life&#8217;s little ironies [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[57,35],"class_list":["post-1045","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-books","tag-day-of-the-dead"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6xQTg-gR","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":12059,"url":"https:\/\/blog.chasclifton.com\/?p=12059","url_meta":{"origin":1045,"position":0},"title":"Christmas, When the Veil is Thin","author":"Chas S. 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